Realization..
Isn’t it funny how once you come to the nearing of the end of your high school years and college and university hits you right in the face? And you seriously need to catch up? Shit, I hate it, it’s so frustrating and confusing and nerve racking! Just trying to get into a school that’s got to count, that’s going to push your life forward and hope that gets you through. It’s expensive, it’s stupid how the government pushes kids to go to school and when they do and are ready for college and or university, it’s EXPENSIVE.. well that’s gonna do some damage my friend, and thank god I’m half native… or I’d have no further education after I graduate in 5 months, unless I got a scholarship, which isn’t likely that id get a scholar for fashion. FIDM is my dream school, I’d die if I don’t get accepted… I’m crossing my fingers till the day I hand in my application.. and till the day they contact me.. AH. Life is a large wonderful playground where you pick and the weak and stick your ground till you reach graduation, and you’re 18 and have to loose those habits and mature.. hopefully by then you have matured… and gain perspective and get on your own two feet instead of the friends you’ve hurt and your parents who spend their money on you and get onto college and or university, and make a living for yourself.
